Unknowlingly Feeling...

Tears, unstoppable
Pain, beyond compare,
A few words, piercing
Such an agony never before known.
Cutting, slicing through each vein,
Rattling questions
Guilt? Shame?
Running away, running behind,
Memories, a blink of an eye
Moments, fleeting past
Complete surrender,
Would one side suffice?
Moving on, with no sense of direction
No path this is, strewn with roses.
Love saves. Love redeems.
This love, would it?
Yearning, the touch that soothes,
Longing, for the look that heals,
Desiring, for the smile that lights up
Would this all be washed away
A million questions,
Answers though none.
Groping, the darkness engulfs,
Swallowing me whole.
Never fear, it is only the night.