Home is where the heart is...

I had the perfect weekend. Went home after two months. No one knew i was coming except for my brother. Amma was really happy and of course so were ranger and candy. Thing is i never thought a time would come when i would actually miss home. I'm back to work now and hell ya i miss home..i miss everything about it...i never thought id say this but i honestly am. Life just took a complete turn once i moved from home. I was just another person at home. Now when i go back i am a priority. Atleast for that time when i am there..i am the most important one out there. Who wouldn't feel good with all that attention? I loved every moment of it.
Now i am back. Happy to be back but got this empty feeling inside. I wish i could go back..i will...Laters!!

i wish...

What am i here for...

I wish I knew...
I wish I could change my identity
I wish I could be someone im not at the moment..
I wish my mind were an iron curtan and my heart a solid rock.
I wish I could hide behind the darkness and cover my face with its veils and let no one rip them away..
I wish I could flow as one with a river that has no end..
I wish I could be a part of the ocean and the waves...
and all I would have to do is caress the silent sands..
and the occasional breeze touchin my icy layers....
I wish I could jus be..
Jus be without nuthin and no one to think of.
I wish I were..I wish I am and I wish I would be...