i wish...

What am i here for...

I wish I knew...
I wish I could change my identity
I wish I could be someone im not at the moment..
I wish my mind were an iron curtan and my heart a solid rock.
I wish I could hide behind the darkness and cover my face with its veils and let no one rip them away..
I wish I could flow as one with a river that has no end..
I wish I could be a part of the ocean and the waves...
and all I would have to do is caress the silent sands..
and the occasional breeze touchin my icy layers....
I wish I could jus be..
Jus be without nuthin and no one to think of.
I wish I were..I wish I am and I wish I would be...